Unsure about everything now, and also curious.
Generally, I like many things, but had more attention as of now at: Rust :rust:, math, physics, chemistry also philosophy, psychology, history, music, art, electronics, historical fencing and anything.
This account will contain my thoughts. I leave them here as they are, honest.
I want my own blog, website.
Luckily I have a dynamic public IPv4 now.
How should I host it though? I will look into best, efficient server software for this. Typically I use darkhttpd, to share files, however maybe smth else will be better.
For now btw at soupborsh.dedyn.io
a 26.2+ minecraft server is running. It uses Fabric, so all redstone contraptions should work. Online mode is off, there are logins and passwords.
https://youtu.be/kBDuSZ0vgaw
Harvard Thinking: The perils of perfectionism.
Wow, for me these are really valuable ideas.
I confess that I have tied my self-esteem to achievement. They talk about "mattering", AFAIK it is the value of yourself is like independent of wherever you succeed or not.
I am really being fearful to get help from like psychologist, and part of that at least is showing my non perfectness, weakness to society. And also maybe being criticised about it.
These are probably irrational thoughts, but still they occur.